Friday, May 17, 2013

OK, stories will remain just the same; I love the way you write.  And it was our way to connect, remember? I told you, when Dwight comes back I won't be available like I was so this was a way for you to have a task, and connect.  There is also a purpose to it. 

Morning calls?  I rather have a good morning message, because as you can see trying to get me up is not working because school keeps me up, and sometimes Dwight keeps me up.
I appreciate it and it did help me, I do wake up at 7 now, as you can probably tell.  But it is automatic, and since I didn't get much sleep, I go back to sleep.  I also don't want to cause problems at work.

Let me switch things around then.. 

Good morning message, yes, I will answer when I get up like I used to.
Then you can message me when you get off work and tell me how you are.  I like to know, because I care. 
At that time if I have anything I want to ask you to do as a task I can tell you then.

Web chat is more difficult, I cannot promise.  Let me see what I can do with that.  We are mixing friendship and D/s, this is why I am trying to separate it.

I have not taken you for granted, and I do not think of you as a toy.  I think of you as a good friend who wanted to experience something that I offered.  And now we have evolved and grown from it.  But I need to keep us straight or I will loose it all. 

I need to give you more structure and that would help me as well.  This way I don't stress out, and we can function properly in our lives.  Otherwise we are both interfering with each other's lives and it causes issues.

Please understand and be patient. 

 

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